Slowly going crazy

So I must admit, I hate waiting.  I mean, I am pretty patient, I can wait in line for awhile without batting an eye. DMV, no problem.  But when it comes to something exciting in my life, something good, time slows down and my face feels like it will fall off with all the fretting I'm doing.  What if this isn't a good thing, what if I did something wrong, do I really deserve anything good?  

Then I admonish myself for being such a drama llama.  

Just wait it out, it'll come, it will all work out in the end.

Always does.